What is early?

I have this complex. It comes on when I wake up late and know I have to work until late into the evening.

I really winds me up and I keep saying to myslef, I must wakr up early, I must wake up early.

I have not really been able to wake up early, until today!

Well it's hardly early, it's 8. Many jobs in my past have required me to be in the office by now. I would have woken at 6, showered, ran for a train / bus and noramlly I wold be on time.

However now, with no need to be up so early, I can't do it.

But 8 is good. I am tired as didn't sleep until gone 3 but hopefully it will make me tired this evening so I will get to sleep at a reasonable time.

Hopefully I can work until around 10.30 and then go to the gym and come back to return to work.

It's going to be a good day.